| How Bout Dem Boys |
[Mar. 20th, 2006|07:52 pm] |
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So basically I really don't even know why i am updating this cause its gonna be real short... I loved spring break... And I have weird taste for techno music now... I wanna go back to the beach... This break made me love life more... Thats it... But basically i am really happy now... Don't ruin it |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|02:37 pm] |
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Guess they are right... The higher you are, the harder the fall... These past two weeks sucked... And if you asked me to explain why i don't even know if i would be able to answer you. I just need a major christmas break. |
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| About an Hour Ago |
[Nov. 28th, 2005|06:56 pm] |
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| | About an Hour Ago | ] |
I don't know why i am updating this... No one even looks at it. At least i don't think.... PLus i am too lazy to make it long enough to be anything worth reading. So Short and sweet
Life Owns Right Now.
For the first time since Freshman year its like i can't wait for the next day. Hard to explain. But it makes sense to me so STFU.
I am happy so don't ruin it.
People who suck will always suck. Don't trick yourself into thinking people may change.
I actually am doing homework... Shoot me. |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2005|12:22 am] |
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I hate my dad. I hope he dies in the most painfull inhumanly thinkable way and that he goes to hell and that i get to witness it all. It would make me the happiest person you have ever seen. And this is in all honesty. I ain't gonna be one of those kids who says the next day they just overacted. I seriously want him dead. |
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| You make me sick |
[Sep. 21st, 2005|07:03 pm] |
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| | "You Make me Sick" - Egypt Central | ] |
Man its funny how nowadays one thing someone says can just send me down in a spiral of depression. So I decided I better go ahead and get all this stupid negative shit out of the way before I go on. I dunno why but it just seems like i am getting madder and madder at some of my friends for some things they deserve and for some things that they probally don't. I dunno why but a ton of my friends have been getting on my nerves a ton lately then last night someone just said something to me and it was just like a killshot. i was having a good week then all of a sudden after they said this it was just like wow... I just wanna sleep through this next month. I dunno it probally isn't as big of a deal as i am making it up to be but just as soon as i heard it every happy feeling i have had in me for the past few months just went away and i felt like i should just give up on everything. Then after sleeping over it, it was the first thing I thought about when I woke up this morning. And it continues to be the only thing I think about for the rest of the day until I hit the fun part of my scheulude. And then in Intro to TV and Film, Mr. Greer gave us a little minilecture on death. Basically saying its the only thing your ever guareenteed in life and everything else you want your gonna have to work your ass off to get(at least thats what I took from it). and I dunno for some reason it kinda boasted my spirits in some weird twisted way. And then from there went to football practice. Thought through things some more and ended up having a great practice and completely forgot while I was pissed. Its crazy as much as I hate having to go to football everyday its still like my escape from everything. You can't be in a shitty mood there. Everyone is just upbeat about everything and your getting good jobs from everyone(well at least today i was) and it was just weird how much better that made my day. So now I am sitting here reflecting back at life one last time. And damn... This is a great life we live. If people would just step back for once second and think about everything just forget homework, forget about how you haven't had a boyfriend/girlfriend for how many years, forget why you hate so and so, forget everything stressful in their life and just look at the big picture... Man we can seriously only go up from here. and for forever now(hopefully), I am happy to be a living, breathing person and I just want everyone around me to be happy too. |
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| I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for |
[Sep. 19th, 2005|09:10 pm] |
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| | "Photograph" - Nickelback | ] |
HELLLLLOOO. Man i haven't updated this crazy thing in forever. Well man I don't even know where to start now because of it. School is back.... Boner kill. I got like straight B's now with a C though which ain't too bad though. So i guess I may live through school after all. Football.... Yeah its good. not JV anymore. Not starting Varsity though either. Not like last year at all. Its crazy how much just playing one drive a game makes you feel like part of the team. I like it though. Football has been kind to me lately, but has also been one of my bigger sources of frustration. Oh well... people are talking about us winning state. I mean wow.... Thats mind blowing too me. Best in the State... Sounds nice. Some people are even saying we could go undeafeted and have the perfect season. Man if we did I swear I dunno what I would do but definatley something crazy like a fatty tattoe or some cool shit after a night of partying. Ah and of course the thing that drives everyone crazy and makes the world go round... love. Seems like everyone that was together is slowly crumbling and not being together any more. I thought i was finnally gonna try and ask my crush out on a date last week but i dunno maybe this is a sign for bad times to do something like that... or maybe its a sign that love is finnally switching sides and I could be one of the lucky few. Oh well either way I have been pretty happy lately. So don't fuck with me.
- Big Z.T. |
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| Still Tippin' |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|11:54 pm] |
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Well journal guess what! boring night which means you get an update! Yep life has been pretty good lately. Lots of partying and junk. It just hit me tonight how much I miss football. OMG i can't wait for the season. hopefully I get some time this year though. You know the good thing about having a shitty night like this is the next night is guarenteed to be fun. At least for me it is, plus I already got plans. I watched Along Came Polly for the first time today and why it did make me laugh it also mad me relise that I should start taking more risks too. I am too unrisky with everything I do. I gotta start taking charge when I see something I want to do or something I want. Ya know. I dunno maybe I am taking what the movie said wrong but oh well makes sense to me. And for those that know what I am talking about. I think I may finnally take that one risk that I have been afraid to do for so long. Who cares if it doesnn't work out how i plan.
-Z.T. |
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| Stale |
[Jun. 7th, 2005|10:24 pm] |
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| | "whiskey Lullaby" - Brad Paisley | ] |
Ha ole journal. Man seems like I only write in this thing when life sucks. Guess what life sucks. And for all those people that say "life sucks, get over it". Go fuck yourselves. easier said than done. Oh well. I am gonna try and get over it. Later |
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| Well shit... |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|11:35 am] |
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| | "Californication" - Red Hot Chilie Peppers | ] |
Funny how everyone thinks things are suddenly changing and people are being replaced. As far as I can see I am still with the same people. Still love the same people. The same people still like me. And that when things go downhill, I still turn to the same people. Nobody is being replaced. I'm not moving. My number hasn't changed. 487 - 6466. I never had called nobody and I dunno why people always think I had before. I never made any plans just followed other peoples plans and ideas. Nothing has been broken up. Everyone still loves each other just as much. Just need someone to be like hey, we're doing this tonight. Anyways think what you want I ain't changing but yall can if you want.
-Z.T. |
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| Back then hoes didn't want me, now I'm hot hoes all on me |
[May. 22nd, 2005|07:02 pm] |
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| | "Back Then" - Mike Jones | ] |
The theroy proves it self once again. Friday sucked so Saturday can stay rockin' ya know. Well on friday I had people over and we didn't do nothing cool really. Then on Saturday I went out to the highschool combine. It was pretty fun actully. Didn't do as bad as I thought I would either. Then Saterday night people came over and once again Saturday was party night. Another crazy night. Then today I went down to Mcneals farm which was cool except it was hot as shit. And the dream of my life was accomplished this morning. I was at McDonalds when it turned 10:30 and I saw the breakfast menu change to the lunch menu. It was a life changing expirence. Oh yeah and one more thing if anyone is afraid of change I just wanna say when I say best friends forever. i mean best friends forever. We ain't ever gonna forget ya.
-Z.T. |
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